This is what I have been looking for, the fount of all goodness.
Here it is. Where it has always been. You have been looking in the wrong place. You have been looking without, not within. When in doubt, don’t look without. Look within. Seek the answers of your heart within your heart. They are all here.
You keep yourselves so busy. So busy you are. So still I am. On you go. Go, go, go! Here I am. You look here. You look there. You look everywhere. Here I am. Seeking fulfillment, seeking joy, looking for a way to fill the void you feel. Here I am. You don’t’ know what to do. You don’t know where to go. You don’t know what to say. You do not know My way. Here I am.
“What is God’s will?” you ask? “How can it be done?” you ask. But still you do not listen. You do not hear Me say, Here I am. You read books. You look it up. You look up to others. You seek to imitate one whom came before you as your brother. “What would Jesus do?” you ask as if there was a certain rule for every task. Here I am.
You disagree on the “Word’s” meaning. You do not hear clear. You divide and separate. You fear. You hate. You did not hear the Word clear. The Word is Love. Here I am, Love said. Love Me. Love yourself. Love your neighbor. Love the stranger. Love where you are. Love who you are. Love all that you can be.
Love the stillness. Love the silence with the silence of your heart. Here I am. I am you with you, the you, you do not know, and do not show. Show up within. Within the silence be. Sit with me in this space called eternity. Here I am for you, with you, as you your brother too for I am all. I am whole. I am holiness. I am your true heart, the golden heart of God. Here I am.
Come here. Come hear. Hear Me speak. Nothing to do. Just be. Be quiet with Me. No rushing. No pushing. No shoving. There is nothing to choose when they way is one. One way, My way. My will be done on Earth, as it is in Heaven. Heaven is here within your heart, within your being. So close, as close as your throat, My Word lives. My Word may be spoke when you are so close to Me. I use you to speak. I give you words to say. I tell you where to go and how long to stay. When you live so, as directed by your heart’s pleadings you know My way, for you are My way. You don not need to ask any other, you need not look for answers from your brother. For I give you what you need as need be. This is how life is, true life, life with Me. Here I am. Hear I am.
May 23, 2013 - from my journal - Debra Clemente